Monday, December 30, 2013

Fakeer Naavrin- the meaning

Anchaahi si aas ka ik aasra hai jeeney ko,
Kho na jaau kismat ki khaatir
Tabhi sab chor dia is naavrin ne faakir ne...
Rukte huae bhi aage naa dekhu qki piche hatkr hi to hansi ki kali khilti hai,
Or aage chlkr ek banjjar si safed zameen milti hai...
Adhoora nhi par poora bhi nahi is kabool zindgi k liye,
Fir bhi Rehta hai ye faakir naavrin is ehsaan zindgi pe bhaari,
Kismat ho na ho par khaata hai naseeb ki  ye nirvaan baazi haari...
Ruki si hi sahi par phir bhi majboori nhi lgti saansein bhaari
Kyuki ye adhoori si zindgi agar naavrin ki hai to naa hi puri parti hai uspar khilkaariyaan is duniya ki saari...

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Hypnotized angels

Still looking for a place where i belong,
The corners of that place are longing
Inside my heart to live out,
From my eyes tears sprout out,
Dreams they expel and makes me a rebel,
Struggling against the hypnotized angels,
Angels doped and cursed by the words drenched in sorrow
Living everyday with me and abandoning my restless tomorrow In the storms
where i chase every reason to cure every dying breath of me....

But I head back to those corners of my heart where i belong
I relive every gathered breath to smother the belief that tomorrow is far forever,
Hypnotized angels existed for never...
But it's been like forever fighting
For me it's like forever thriving
For living my heart out i strive
Yet keeping these hypnotized angels alive
Keeping myself alive...




Monday, October 14, 2013

Ending eternity

Purity and trust just gave back the memories
I could remember those pine trees,
The cold that december freeze;
When we held each other into one another,
No pain no cold breeze could bother
But all that was beautiful haunts me and smother...

When it was the time to hold on
You left me all alone,
I remember the promises about eternity
And you being the love deity
You being the cure for curses,
And now you are my cancer
You are delivering my life poison like a dispenser...

My life was with you
But since you've left me for gone,
And left those pine trees behind
I would never want my memories to memorize
The thought about eternity with you,
Coz for a thousand miles of life left in me
i will be left alone and will die upon this ending eternity...

Friday, August 2, 2013

Ending

Before the golden heart gave a grand farewell
I left myself caged inside it...
I lost myself somewhere along with you
And the terms of affection are now the terms to pass away...
The beginning is the end i am walking to...
The ending is not just a fear but a nightmare come true,
All i have as life is the leftover me inside you...
Calling all eternity to standby me,
So that i could life forever in you...
But holding on is all we needed
I gave my heart out to you and bled it,
Living needs heart and my heart wants you,
So i surrendered a golden heart to you
And let the ending begun and wish for an easier way to run,
Coz never were we as one
When we didn't let love in...

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Distances

Pieces of the shattered peace
Piercing my eyes wet...
All that's the left over is all i can get
And hypnotic life I lived has become a joyful regret...
But the time has walked a mile more than I have
still I want to walk back against time
And claim the regret which is mine
Unbleed my eyes full of tears
And unfollow the fears...
But the distances in both directions
Are becoming attractions for my heart to loose my yesterday and today
And die upon the distances in the midway...