for a life to be like

who gets to buy peace,

when the ground beneath the two feet

doesn't seem more than enough to walk on,

when an inch long tongue becomes

a reason to weep for a life long...

who gets to sow peace

when at everything one does

totally (suck)s and failing to (seed)

making them decieve

all that they precieve about their kind

and for a life to be like...

The NE'AV'S Life: bleeding life

The NE'AV'S Life: bleeding life

Yet NE'AV Again

The NE'AV'S Life: beginning- the uterus...

The NE'AV'S Life: beginning- the uterus...

Yet NE'AV Again

TECHNOLOGICAL BREAKDOWN---

Serve my soul a piece of your heart beat,
and by the time when the world sleeps,
do wake me up with your voice on phone,
it's how we've got our love built and grown...

And when the signals are all gone,
you and me left alone
with power's all gone
drive by my place,
and let our hearts beat with the same pace
burn hot my whole place,
lighten the whole neighbourhood
and breathe and burn like we should...

And when the time comes for you to leave,
you'd carry with you the memories-i believe!!!
memories of the night so bright,
when every worng seemed right,
and at last
every bruise every pillow fight,
are the clues for what happened last night...
but we remember it like we always do,
and i know it's not the last time
but once more we did
and again we would do...
so untill then wait for the technological breakdown in the whole downtown!!!

:@ break up

I won't let you be the mother of my child,

i won't let this love turn wild,

i won't let you kiss,

will make you cry

untill i miss,

miss you badly

after i'm done with anger...

I don't want a break up

untill i'm angry again,

i wanna make up

while you lean and cry,

i'd still wanna try and smile,

and again loose my mind

if you make me miss you...

I don't want a break up,

i'd rather make up

for the tears i made you cry,

but so shall you try aswell,

because my eyes did swell,

when you made me cry very well...

but i don't wanna breakup....

LONG TIME IT'S BEEN...

Belief is what i carry,

every piece of paper is more than a letter to me,

every thunderstorm is less than the yelling i do,

when every ignorance is more than faking a feeling of missing you...

One after another

words try me and bother,

my breath they smother

if i don't let them out of me

and let myself know that you are nowhere to be seen

long time it's been,

more than me crazy it seems

when i stood at your door,

screamed my throat sore

and passed out confessing

that " take me in,

long time it's been

your face i've seen

held you closer when you lean

lean down over my shoulder,

held you tight

when it's colder

colder than the feeling of missing you"

...Let You Live Free...

Remember my words when you don't have any,

forget them for freedom when you have many,

free a thought about me when you try to forget me,

dig me outta your mind when you wanna get me...

Kiss my words when your lips turn dry,

forgive my words that made you cry,

try and make a smile for a while

whenever you wish that i was alive...

Hold a thought about me closer to you,

when you find me nowhere but gone,

and left you with million faces all alone...

but remember heaven was always nearby you and me,

when the two of us made one word called "we",

i'd always come back whenever you wanna feel me in breeze,

i'd always kiss you with the moulds of words whenever you'd wish to kiss me,

i'd sing from the throat of a bird whenever you wanna hear me,

but i'd always regret for making you believe in these words,

because i know even though i'm gone,

i won't let you live free...

ILLNESS

Waiting to be known by the unknown,

planting some black cancer deep beneath my ribs,

holding thoughts while the dope runs through me...

"Illness" in the mirror is the face i see,

dreaming smoky clouds overhead and thinking about me,

it's just the chemistry or psychology i see,

that renders forbidden biology with the illness in me...

And with the burst of an upthrust,

i gaze my life falling out of my lungs,

that was once drowned and smothered deep within me...

With every smoke i smoke,

i kill the illness in me

n free the life that wants to flee...

flee from deep inside of me ...

As i lay polluting my lungs

munching different salts with just one tongue,

i carry my soul swimming out of me,

giving what this life really deserves from an unknown me...