jst 'me'...

Is this me?

or the left over

'me'

all the sweetened flavour of moments,

they taste so hurting to the lonesome me...

took some time not to think about

the times I'd be left with the company

of the one and only 'me'....

now everyday is like never wanted,

a day completely haunted,

24 hours totally taunted,

taunting me for the left over 'me'

and haunting me for the company of

the only 'me' i keep...

now i just require hearts ease

just wanna rest in peace,

and wanna leave all the thoughts about peace

i dreamt

all those words of affection i meant...

it's just me left with no one but 'me',

but still one in number

with an incomplete life

and an incomplete count of the two of us

that's me with 'me'...

my being

ain't got words for my feelings,
ain't got no substitutes for my dealings,
i'v made a labell for my pride
it's just an ego married to me as a bride...

who needs truth anyways,
when you play with full of lies
when you quote silver streek in the clear blue skies...
that's something my being made me do
when my most beloved said that "i don't need u"...

was my being someone else so daring?,
that made me dare not to be what i wasn't
or was i hiding my real being
which was so pure
to get me a labell for sure...
a labell that i did buy
for a goodbye...
a fairwell to all the miles i've tried
to keep up with me on-demand..

devils in heads.........present is the only belief...

twisted thoughts of the past or forthcoming unwanted future distort the thoughts to an extent where you cross the extreme limit of endurance...

but the person who still stands still against these devils of loosing or giving up is the true warrior by heart for the sake of his horrified mind full of devils....

sometimes time comes when a knock fells like thundering doors,

is it the time when you put out your weakness seizing the courage to face the truth about expected distorted time...

just owing alot to the devils in our heads won't help us to find a reason to hide from insanity or gift filled with nothing but fear instead,fear of getting lost in time whether in the past or the future filled with memories or expectations respectively...

i believe there is no reason to hide amongst these memorial expectations,

just walk through all this without getting forgotten somewhere inside of yourself....

just hammer down the things you've lost to achieve for the time when you'd gain what u love...

just live up to the present to make a memorable past out of it with a lot more to expect from the future ahead right from this moment

all 'bout nothin' yet

well jst an intro' 2myself,
itz jst another mould of linez abt me frm 21 yearz old shelf...
i can deal wid anything bt not my mind,
so i don't find anything to tell abt
anything i'v left behind...
learnt alot n kept 4getting
i guess therez smthing wrong wid my unsound mindz setting...
thatz all for 2day n dayz of my 21yearz of lyf...
itz all abt nothin yet-my uncensord lyf...