tainted love...

a little bit of luv me luv u,

should v or should v not do?....

y unpack wat i did 4 it

coz all i did countz az shit...

a little bit of kiss

iz a lot more 2 be labelled az libido

i exit this shit life of luv

coz dis lyf's alot more worse than a widow's...

't' for true waz all i trusted

but she guesses my luv's lusted...

now all its known az 't' for tainded

decorated this world by the tears i've patented

well my name's a looser in luv

thatz how my life's painted...

misunderstood....

u'v been running knife of words all over my luv l8ly...


i guess u need it so i cut-off from u..


if u wanna make up again then do it right now,else after i shut up don't knock my door again...


u'v ran alot of miles away from me,n u don't w8 4 me 2 catch up n i guess u ain't got no turning thoughts of turning back to me





if i get 2 go on without u a day plus,


it would simply mean i can live my whole lyf without u


'coz after the day ur gone i'm left with a day i die...


and that day would be the rest of my lyf after v are thru...


i know even if our dreams are about 2 b broken,u wont let me go with the 4givness and 4gotten az well...








though a blend of memories n my luv makes me to stick on to you 4evr


but i don't c u in the limits of visionary miles around me anymore


so I'd rather choose Ur memories bt not you anymore....





m glad 2 know that u'v been misunderstanding me all the way thru n i never asked 4 u 2 understand...


m glad to feel this kinda sadness 4 the very 1st tym cz of this special u


and i committed that u'll always b the 1


and still u do exist in me with this sadness u'v put me into...


bt after all this i still luv u n i know v both do...


bt after all this


I'll h8 2 luv u or luv 2 h8 u


n its the easiest try 2die without u n 4u....

jst 'me'...

Is this me?

or the left over

'me'

all the sweetened flavour of moments,

they taste so hurting to the lonesome me...

took some time not to think about

the times I'd be left with the company

of the one and only 'me'....

now everyday is like never wanted,

a day completely haunted,

24 hours totally taunted,

taunting me for the left over 'me'

and haunting me for the company of

the only 'me' i keep...

now i just require hearts ease

just wanna rest in peace,

and wanna leave all the thoughts about peace

i dreamt

all those words of affection i meant...

it's just me left with no one but 'me',

but still one in number

with an incomplete life

and an incomplete count of the two of us

that's me with 'me'...

my being

ain't got words for my feelings,
ain't got no substitutes for my dealings,
i'v made a labell for my pride
it's just an ego married to me as a bride...

who needs truth anyways,
when you play with full of lies
when you quote silver streek in the clear blue skies...
that's something my being made me do
when my most beloved said that "i don't need u"...

was my being someone else so daring?,
that made me dare not to be what i wasn't
or was i hiding my real being
which was so pure
to get me a labell for sure...
a labell that i did buy
for a goodbye...
a fairwell to all the miles i've tried
to keep up with me on-demand..

devils in heads.........present is the only belief...

twisted thoughts of the past or forthcoming unwanted future distort the thoughts to an extent where you cross the extreme limit of endurance...

but the person who still stands still against these devils of loosing or giving up is the true warrior by heart for the sake of his horrified mind full of devils....

sometimes time comes when a knock fells like thundering doors,

is it the time when you put out your weakness seizing the courage to face the truth about expected distorted time...

just owing alot to the devils in our heads won't help us to find a reason to hide from insanity or gift filled with nothing but fear instead,fear of getting lost in time whether in the past or the future filled with memories or expectations respectively...

i believe there is no reason to hide amongst these memorial expectations,

just walk through all this without getting forgotten somewhere inside of yourself....

just hammer down the things you've lost to achieve for the time when you'd gain what u love...

just live up to the present to make a memorable past out of it with a lot more to expect from the future ahead right from this moment

all 'bout nothin' yet

well jst an intro' 2myself,
itz jst another mould of linez abt me frm 21 yearz old shelf...
i can deal wid anything bt not my mind,
so i don't find anything to tell abt
anything i'v left behind...
learnt alot n kept 4getting
i guess therez smthing wrong wid my unsound mindz setting...
thatz all for 2day n dayz of my 21yearz of lyf...
itz all abt nothin yet-my uncensord lyf...